hi. well, didn’t talked to him that much today, he’s been busy studyin’ for his upcoming O levels. so, I decided not to bother him. told him to text me when he’s done, but he didn’t. sigh. forget it. have no idea what shall I blog about. I miss him, so much though. been 2weeks we didn’t meet up. whatever. will update tomorrow then, since I have nothing else to blog bout’. nights xx.

well, it has obviously been a very long time since i last used tumblr. things have change every now & then. hmm, where do i even begin? sigh. there’s too much things to express. alright, let’s get it straight. i’ve been in a relationship with this particular guy named Mitchell Dean, also known as, Rizdhzuan. yeah, the name’s weird. he’s mixed actually. mixture of, American & Malay obviously. *winkwink. hehehe. well, it all started last year around mid December. a simple like on his status, & we started chatting. cool huh? hahaha. back to the topic. so as weeks passed by, i started to like him. hehehe. you know. *eyebrows goes up & down. why not? he’s cute, hot. oh damn. so yeah. & then, we met. yeah. hehe. he’s a really sweet guy back then. bla bla bla, we met for the second time, and hell. we kissed. damn. sweeeeeeeeet. hehehe. time flew so fast, and our interest for each other grew. we liked each other. it’s cute when he confess to me that he likes me too. *blush. so yeah, we started dating. and we were officially together on the 2nd of January 2012♥ it’s been 4months now we’ve been together. 5months very soon☺ as months passed by, things started to change a lot. to be really honest with you guys, he hasn’t been like he used to be back then. worst part is, i found out he has a crush. obviously, she likes him, he likes her too. one of the BIGGEST issue i have to face. fuck that bitch. cheap slut. motherfucker. whore. URGH. douche bag. guess what. she used to be from my primary school too. now fuck that shit. i can be nasty, yknow. it’s just that.. i fucking abhor her. really. whatever. i seriously dont wanna talk about that cheap slut, motherfucker, whore. SIGH. now, i’m not talking to him. or rather, he didn’t reply me. perangai. worst thing, he said i’m a stalker, since i stalked him on Facebook often. like, hello? that’s what girlfriends do, right to ensure no one’s flirting or whatsover with their guy. pathetic, yknow -.-” pissed. but, i told him too, ”I didn’t only stalked you, I stalked her (: ” and he’s like, ”Who? o.0” i replied him, ”Isya(:” yeah, Isyaa. that cheap slut’s fucking name. HAH. whore. #bitchplease. wait. am i being too much? HAH. WAIT. IT’S MY FUCKING TUMBLR ANYWAYS☺ sigh. enough said. it’s already 3:21 in the morning. morning, xx. will continue tomorrow if i have the time.